My love for you is so vast that you fill my sky, which can no longer contain my happiness.
I love you so much and know that you deserve more than you have ever received. To me, fate has not served you well, and your star has never shone as it should. You seem to hold back, always lost for words.
At times I feel that I understand you very well, but not always. One moment I feel secure in your heart, but the next I am alone. But if my heart was cold, I couldn't love you forever, could I? Sometimes the feeling comes upon me that I might give up.
Since you have been living in my heart, my sky has shrunk and shrunk, until finally you are the only thing left, filling all of it.
Finally, even breathing makes my heart ache.
I must have come too close. I must have tried too hard to know your heart. I must have been too eager to make you happy …
I have tried so hard that I have lost sight of my happiness.
I wish you could have found the happiness I have lost, but you haven't.
As my sky has shrunk, happiness has been pushed far into the boundless galaxy.
Loving you makes my world so small. Perhaps one day my every breath will be taken away, and that will be the day I am reborn.
By Lok Wan
*Translation from Chinese article.